Blah... I know it's been a really long time since I posted. I don't really care all that much. Life has been boring, so there hasn't been much to post. Still, I guess this is the part where I make obligatory fake promises that I'll try harder to post more often.
I don't know why I've been feeling so stressed lately. Yeah, it's the end of the year. Yeah, I'm spending another summer at home, probably bored out of my mind, probably jobless and broke. And nearly friendless. And frankly, school life hasn't felt much different lately. I sit around most of the time, either on facebook or watching TV shows. My friends are either too busy or too boring. Beggars really shouldn't be choosers, though. I don't know.
RSA has been winding down. I'm currently waiting on results from the HCSA appointment process. They were supposed to tell us tonight, but there was apparently a hangup in the discussions, so they said they'd tell us tomorrow. In the meantime, I can't discuss it with most of my friends because they're either fellow candidates or the elected execs from the other side of the interview table or Eddie, who didn't get his elected position.
Life is so dull and yet so complicated right now. I think mostly, I'm lonely. Lonely like freshman year just before me and Shannon had really hit it off. Lonely enough that I'm practically counting down the days until I'll be home again. And then I'll still be lonely, but somewhere else.
I really need to go on a drive.
(Not my usual style of music, but I really like this song)
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