- Fight with roomie 4 got resolved. And then things continued to be awkward for a while, and then I was an adult and asked what was still bothering her and they finished getting resolved.
- Things with boy progressed and then abruptly stopped because he's "not ready for anything serious" or anything that will eventually become serious and I know it's not good for me to hold on and wait for him to be ready.
- I got nicely lectured for falling behind on some of my housing work, played catch-up really well.
- I realized I can't afford to go anywhere for spring break because I'm a broke college student with no source of income.
- I'm not talking details, but I got my mind caught up on another guy who's not actually an option. Still, I can't stop myself from thinking about him as though he is, because it's kind of the only hope I've got right now. I'm really unhappy with the fact that I'm less than two months from turning 21 and I've never had a relationship, or even anything close to one. So that's depressing and actually been detracting from my sleep a little bit.
- I'm running unopposed for Housing president, so that's a sure thing for next year. Hooray. Which means I'm now planning out my crazy-busy next couple semesters, including summer. I'll be staying on campus for the summer, with possible occasional trips home, although I'm not sure how I'm supposed to afford it... Also not sure how I'm supposed to afford other trips I'd really like to go on, including one to a conference for people interested in making a career out of housing.
- On a note relevant to that last bit: My dad is really bad at hiding the fact that he's at least a little disappointed that I'm not going to do meteorology as a career. Mostly I find this funny. But yeah, it's also a little sad.
Thursday, March 17, 2011
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1. Good idea not to get too hung up on that anti-choice guy. Not only is he anti-choice, but you're absolutely right that you shouldn't just hang around and wait for him, even if he weren't anti-choice. As for the other guy, I'd recommend not getting too hung up either, but I understand this is easier said than done, and I think your frustration with not having a relationship is understandable. I'm sure this sounds trite and/or cliche, but I'd say it's better to wait than get into a shitty relationship just for the sake of having one. Though, I think so far you've been fairly sensible in this regard.
2. When did you decide not to meteorology for a career? Did you change your major then? What are you thinking of doing? Don't worry overmuch about your dad. My parents are both disappointed I didn't go with languages in college. And, lately, my dad has been informing me every time he hires a new physicist and tells me about how this 27-year-old entry-level woman is getting paid 125k/year starting pay. I think he's trying to say something. :P Anyway, send me a FB message (an actual one, not an IM) and we can catch up on these things.
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